I cannot believe it’s been over four months since my last entry. My blog had been such a big part of my life, recovery and survival… but due to some crazy circumstances surrounding my return to Canada and my horrific battle with “him“, my lawyer advised me that it would be best not to post anything about what was going on… and since my life was consumed with courts, lawyers, police and everything in between, I had no choice but to put my beloved blog to sleep for a short time.
I feel that after my whirlwind return back to Canada, I definitely feel battered and bruised with everything I have been through with my ex regarding the custody of our son. Going through the court system fighting for your child is a terrible thing to go through. I’m starting to settle back into a routine with my little guy and things are slowly (at a turtle’s pace) getting back to ‘normal‘.
Every single day is a struggle but we get through it and the support system in my life has been beyond anything I could have asked for. My friends, family and the community have been a blessing in my life.
I think I will slowly update on only the major events that have occurred and not get lost in the little things, because there have been TONS!
I hope my readers will start to come back slowly and I apologize for just leaving you guys hanging.. its just been too crazy for words. I look forward to getting in touch with you guys again and seeing what is up in your world as well. Panicmonster





I haven’t been to your blog in what seems a lifetime
I’m so happy to see you are doing better.
I promise to be more diligent
That picture made my stomach turn. But… it certainly is ‘artistic’ & attention grabbing.
I hope that your life will not need to be centered around courts, lawyers, & police for a long time, if ever again. Best of luck building back a healthy routine.
Glad you back my dear, sorry to hear that things didnt go so well for a while, I had been wondering.
I missed you, PM. If that picture of you is any indication of what has been going on, my heart goes out to you. As soon as I saw the pic, I felt sick to my stomach.
You are such a strong person. I can’t imagine going through what you have gone through. I am relieved to see that you still have your beautiful little son. I missed you and, like many others, worried about you and how you were doing. I was hoping it was because you were having a great time, but I doubted it.
Welcome back. I’m looking forward to having you back with us and catching up on your life.
*hug*
Sandra
Welcome back
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Welcome back!! I checked back often to see if you were around, so glad you are back and the hardest part is over…we missed ya!!
Hope you are ok Honey. You were on my mind and emailed you a few months ago. Keep the faith you are in my prayers…
I too let my blog go a bit … ppl were not sumitting their experiences and I didn’t want to force the issue so I said what will be will be …
Welcome back
Panicmonster,
I was worried about you when we went so long without hearing from you, especially after your last post. Sounds like my fears for you were not too far off. Glad you are back. Sending you good thoughts and well wishes for continued healing. Looking forward to more of your posts. Good luck with all the legal matters.
Cecelia
OMG PM Let me first start by saying how happy I was to see you back online. about a month ago I thought to myself hmmm I haven’t seen anything from PM and when I came to the site there was nothing there. I was so sad and praying that you were alright and staying strong! So welcome back and I’m glad that life is slowly returning to normal for you. Missed you while you were gone! Stay strong hun you are awesome! hit me up on email if you get a chance meenac@hotmail.com
*Big Hugs*
We missed you…welcome back!
I llook forward to hearing about your ‘adventures’ when you have time to post. Also, you have some catching up to do on your favorite blogs!!